Wednesday, October 15, 2008

"They Swag Owe My Swag Everythang!"

Before i type this, i'd like to say R.I.P. Mac "Big Mac" Stevens. We miss you already.

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Now, I'm the type of person that doesn't respect anyone who doesn't respect me. I was born & raised in a family that tought me that respect is earned, not given. People have a hard time realizing that I dont appreciate u thinkin i DO respect you when i dont. I dont give a fuck about not any one of ya'll. My family is all i live for. I dont live for anyone else, especially people who wanna watch me for entertainment.

"Never Been Fxcked In The Game, I'm Celibate"

With that bein said, with the exception of a few people (all of which are either deceased or successful in the entertainment business), i dont respect u, unless ur family. I've learned that family is the only thing that's gonna be there after everything. I dont want anyone else around me after everything. I've decided that i ONLY want family around me.

If ur not family, i dont respect u & u shouldn't respect me.
I've tried to earn respect from people who obviously dont believe in struggle, grind & hustle.

All i wanted from anyone is respect.
I couldn't get it.

So! I'm takin it.

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I've planned a short timeline of underground events which will both build my character AND help me financially (not in the longrun, just short term).

Licks will be hit, checks will be cashed, bags will be spent and people will respect my struggle, if anything.

But i've learned nuthin is guaranteed...so, if u dont respect me after my name is blown up bigger than a picture of "Britney Spears comin out a car" at ur local kinkos.

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U have no idea what i'm goin through, how my life is and whut's been happening. That's the only excuse u can have for ur recent actions. I'm speaking to a group as a whole. A group consisiting of about 6 to 7 people.

Everytime i've said "I aint trustin no one, no one gets any emotional feelings from me, no one gets my respect and no one means anything to me unless they're family", i was lyin. I didn't think i was at the time, but everytime somethin goes wrong or someone does me dirty, i'm surprised & thrown off.

So, i'm officially sayin now...i just dont give a fuck.

I have no emotional feelings for anyone beyond family.

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I have no friends, i have no enemies, i have no haters, i have no fans. I'm just familiar with a lot of people.

If ur not familiar with me...Get Familiar.

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Maybe my view of things are a little skewed, but if that's the case, i could care less.

All i want now is money, nothin else & nuthin more and unless ur gonna help me get more, then i dont care for u.

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U Dont Work, U Dont Eat...and u fucks aint bout to make me starve myself.

I'm on my own.

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Don't Ask Me About My Life Cuz The Closest People To Me Dont Even Know My Problems Right Now.

Just know that i'm done dealing with you.

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And Alamo is about to be in the rearview, i'm so fuckin ready to go back to Las Vegas.
I'm done tryin to stay here, i'm done tryin to prove that i can do this.
Cuz i cant...not in this environment.

If ur in Vegas & ur readin this...find me a good payin job & i'm out there.
That also goes for California...i'll move early if i have to.
I'm just waitin for an chance to take in Nevada or Cali and i'm out this bitch like three strikes & a busted rubber.

Trust that.

-kazz-

This video is dedicated to anyone who has done the following:
-Left A Voicemail On My Phone That's Gone On Longer Than 30 Seconds
-Gave Me Dirty Looks Last Time They Saw Me
-Told People U Were Gonna "Crush On Me" The Next Time U Saw Me
-"Dont Fucks Wit Me No More"
-Ran They Fxckin Mouth
-Hated

"I Still Ride Wit The Windows Rolled Down All Around The A-Town Like It's Finna Go Down"

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